Year 2009's coming to an end. It has been a roller coaster ride year for me. I'm grateful that i've survived from this ride. O's results were released this year's beginning which turned out rather unexpected 'cause i was always hoping for better results. The stupidest thought of me that nyjc wasn't going to be a problem for me to enter with a rank point of 10 at that instance. Totally oversight and assumed that our cohort did just as the same standard as those previous years. To my dismay, it turned out to be better than average. Well, after umpteen of appeals and hardwork put off by dad, we still have to accept that i've still got to end up in srjc. However, i did not regret going to srjc. Though its sounds like a neighbourhood school, don't you ever belittle it cause it has its own outstanding achievements which not many schools have it. I really really love the culture there. Wholly filled with gratitude to have known great pals like jiahui, jane, alicia, jiayi, mingxuan etc. Teachers are way better than i thought it will be. I really admire their perseverance for able to give such long hours of consultation. Though it’s not really an eventful year, i could actually remember vividly what happened on each festival as well as the ordinary yet fun-filled celebrations. I doubt i'll forget the college day's performance. School has always been hectic ever since i entered and i knew it’s going to be like this ever since i chose this path. Trying to adapt to the fast pace environment, attending lectures which we don't have in secondary school days, forcing yourself to study everyday 'cause you know if you don't, you're going to die straight. First half of the year was the worst ever. Coping with studies which takes you lots of time to really internalize the knowledge learnt. Knowing that midyear was a gone case really scare me like some freak. 'Buck up' was the only two words that kept interrupting my thoughts whenever i'm free to daydream. Struggling with schoolwork has never failed to make me think of just give up and go poly lah. Even so, what's done is done. I've to accept it and move forward.

Well, apart from jc life cum schoolwork etc, i'll never ever forget my clique! They are the only ones that can really cheer me up i guess. It’s really true that secondary friends will stay in contact for the longest and they are really the best of best friends ever. I'm really x100 thankful for knowing people like them. They are the spices of my life. haha. Though i really cannot remember a single bit of how i ever get to know them, i guess it’s all fate? Maybe it’s the childishness that brought us together and all the woes that we've been through grow us up maturely. Although quarrels and gossips are common among us, deep down in our hearts, we knew it’s not something that is real and true. After all, we are still the best pals ever who knew each other for at least 5 years aren’t it? Nonetheless, i'll never forget how i ever get to know someone who has a special placing in my heart. I don't wish to say how it went 'cause it’s really funny and totally fated-to-be. She's none other than yali. I came to a sudden stop after typing her name. I've seriously got no words to describe the feelings that i'm having right now for her. For all that she did for me; it’s totally more than what i can expect from anyone else who doesn’t have any blood relation with me. I'm blessed to have her as my best pal, twinsoul, bestfriend is all i could say deepest down from my heart. I thank her for whatever she did for me.

Next up will be the dumbest laojie i have. She has a pair of 'hui dian ren de yan jing' which she always likes to show off. lol She's just like another idol to me, apart from forensic scientist lah. haha Though she always say she's lousy at this and that, in fact, she's better than me in every aspect of my life lorr. ass. Be it school, appearance, relationship *ahem* aiyah, simply everything. I can't think of anything that i'm better than her. Such pathethic. No matter what, she's always there for me and i'm always there listening to her adventurous life stories. haha I must say life's been mundane without her at home 'cause she's enjoying her hostel lifestyle out at uni. Inspite of everything, i love her the most.

I don’t know why I have the urge to write such long reflection for year 2009. Maybe it’s already 2am and I really need to sleep.

Am I ready for year 2010?