Tired, seriously.
Lectures are getting faster like bullet trains. They assumed that we will be able to understand at that pace. Thats the reason why i hated banding of lectures. Sometimes i did wonder and question myself, why did i ever choose this path. I guess its going to be the greatest barrier to overcome.
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Sometimes i just need that single word to turn my way around. But it turned out not to be the one. Looks like its not going to be the same anymore.